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today in my world religions class, the teacher had 2 shamans come in, they answered a bunch of questions about shamanism, and we then got to have or tarot cards read.
i ended up having a tarot reading by both shamans,


the first reading was,
i am a very strong person and can take a lot without giving up.
i will soon experience a betrayal from a friend of mine,
and i will be forced to realise who my true friends are, and may end up giving up some of my friends in the process,



the second reading i got,

I recently was in a very good relationship with someone, that had very few conflicts or problems,
but something mindshattering will happen, possibly involving a woman. this will turn my world upsidedown, and force me to take a new look at my life and what my future holds.
but in the future, this event will cause me to achieve much greater things than i thought i could, and will be worth it in the end

i can't help but wonder what this mindshattering event he talked about will be, lol

just a minute ago i was trying to take a picture of myself for facebook, and i finally got a photo i liked, but i noticed something odd about it. i looked closer, and saw that my right pupil had redeye in it, but the left pupil didn't; instead, it looked oddly dull.

lack of redeye in a single eye is a common symptom of eye cancer.

a few years ago my mom's friend noticed her son's right eye didn't give off redeye, like this. they found out he had eye cancer, and he had to have his right eye removed. i still remember seeing that 5year old boy's empty socket where his eye use to be.

i am going with my mom to the eyedocter on tuesday, to make sure its nothing. it maybe is nothing, idk.

i'm a little scared,

I am sorry for not being very active on DA lately, I've just been a bit distracted lately.
well, life has been great lately(up until maybe a day ago >> its sorta complicated, so i'm not gonna get into that)
I now have a girlfriend who i love, and have been able to spend a lot of time with lately, _{(also got my first kiss, which is nice ^^)}

well, upcoming later in August is the steele county free fair, right in my hometown ^o^ _{(one of the largest county fairs in the midwest, WOOT WOOT! WE RULE!)}
just like every year, i will be taking poultry to fair, as usual (not so much that i like to, but more that my dad sorta likes me doing it. damn peer pressure >>. also, if 1 of my birds does well at the county fair, i get a trip to the state fair for a week _{(and since i have always gotten the trip since 7thgrade, i think i have a fairly good chance of winning)}.
also, for the first time at the fair, i will be taking photography _{(something i actually enjoy ^O^)}. i'm not completely sure which photo i will take, tho i'm thinking [link] . i'm not sure, but i think i may have a chancce of winning :3
feel free to share what photo of mine you think i should take to the fair ^^

as of today, i am now 17